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It’s like when I act a certain way however it may be it’s cause I’m not saying anything and some days I do…

Cause if I’m not thinking God Music or My Writing or just creative space or in my heart it isn’t in the right place then what am I doing I’m still me only who am I I’m lost only feeling but because I lost my focus and my heart was out of tune

And if not with my

My Mind… or

my heart

my body leads

By conscious, speaking from the heart at the roll of my tongue

And sometimes I don’t know how to get away if it’s cause my mouth is shut

It’s like when I think Good and Feel in The right spirit the place I know when people aren’t in the right mind and they’re feeling towards me or is that just a thought so I say some thing to learn something to keep in my mind forward and on in my thoughts when sometimes how can I just be

I don’t know what to think about it if it’s God or what to uplift my thoughts so I feel like I should say something or is it having the courage of confidence of doing my thing

Open up to them by them I know so much of me

They can be themselves like I don’t think I can do my thing anything if you like it’s not your fault nothing is just do you and I wanna respect that cause I’m aware of myself

It’s this everyday thing and I don’t know how to be when I go about my day

And cause when I speak it’s like imma run out of things to say but I’m not focusing remember to think with my heart

It’s normal just don’t be weird about at it at all so in all your second personal time do you just as in life now now come on you know better what’s right It’s just the truth we don’t talk about that at all it’s just how you go about it… self control within the mind body and spirit “it’s not bad to see just don’t touch”

Everything I do who I am pretty much resemble me who I am you just gotta really dig deep enough to care

And not even that… to begin with I think I just have trust issues I just do who cares and for so many reasons there’s so many things to begin with…

When my heart gets aches and acts out mislead or out of place I get lost in what I’m doing and don’t really feel it it’s like I need to get more of this feeling am i thinking from heart or am I thinking from my thoughts

Sexualities attraction

I’m being genuine but I wonder if people think I’m lying they rather just speak for me cause then I’d just smile see me for me however you desire

It’s just to put you right in the mind your body your way of being just going to show but those aren’t my intentions I’m just all you need to be in love so your love catches my attention so I notice it’s just humans behavior

Sometimes that’s how my body feels but I can’t change its my soul and

Body feels my mind can’t change at all thats how I feel at that moment maybe later I’ll feel better cause I found my way back uplifting thoughts everything that is all good now just is all good it’s the mindset they say and so I’ve tried

They say something to get the attention cause you like the attention the touch of my heart

You see

Why I don’t feed into it cause it makes me lose focus I need to concentrate and move forward only keeping one thing above all…

with a heart broken is a broken soul

Heavenly queen

And cause I’m trying to move forward I give you my wishes and desires dead inside still as I’m up loving to this day and not bringing the past up I don’t know what to say or do cause I’ve genuinely moved on or don’t know what to say about it all other than it’s the past so I set my focus solely on what I love so much that it’s so hard to remember or look back to that day but then if not “I don’t go back to the same old habits like before…“

That’s if I give in too much so I need to set myself back a little and rebalance and again

Cause that’s what love is only when your love is just as strong as mine cause can you tell I don’t mean any bad only good I set my intentions only strictly friends cause that’s one way of seeing it in life…

By the world now…

Not unless it’s gonna put you down or talk of someone and bring about a name into context then it’s when I have no say you feel me

It’s agree to disagree on most cases

Is it cause they expect you to be a certain way when is it cause you have nothing to say

It’s always you that or you this then how cause when is it that I said something

You’ve set your love differences and in place

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「yours truly」🧛🏾

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