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Analysis Paralysis

It makes no sense whatsoever, but for some reason… and this isn’t just with blogging, but with podcasting.

I’m sure most people can relate in a way, but when I create content…

More specifically with blogging and podcasting.

Everything turns into a blur. Everything in mind goes blank, which usually leads me to:

• Stuttering

• Repeating the same words several times

• Speechless, or in this case, wordless.

But then again, I’d say it’s my natural instinct that’s playing into part as to why these things would occur.

Obviously.

I’m overthinking, which definitely makes me lose focus and thought.

When I’m alone, I could go on and on with myself as if I were having a real conversation with someone.

With myself, not about myself. I am not conceited, just to clear that up.

And quite frankly, there honestly more engaging than when I do have a conversation with someone.

Again, really depends who I’m with.

Can’t agree anymore with myself, but then again, I am talking to myself. So what’s there to be embarrassed about.

It’s me, hi.

For the most part, to some, it can be pretty awkward, but because I make it that way.

Unlike with my family and friends, because I have that close type of relationship with them, I’m more willing to speak out to them, maybe express my emotions, or discuss anything about myself. Again, it depends who.

I can be socially awkward in times… most of the time. Like 60 percent of the time. Less maybe… idk, but that’s just me.

A lot of these “convos” I do have, are mainly just jibberish, but… appealing.

And by that, I mean… even if they make zero sense.

who cares.

I’d say it’s a great way to cope with my emotions.

I don’t speak aloud, but I do make very weird facial expressions.

All the time.

It just came to my realization, that I have an “analysis paralysis” face.

If you know, you definitely know. I’ve been catching up on Awkward.

Will there be a season 6? Highly doubt it, but Good Trouble… highly recommend.

Not sure where I was really headed with this post.

Just a thought.

And there’s plenty of more where that came from.

So cliche, typical me.